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tintop_lizzy) wrote2010-12-17 01:05 am
tintop_lizzy) wrote2010-12-17 01:05 am
wrong dirty thoughts when in pain. thankyou radek.
my wrist cast is pink. PINK NEOPREME-TYPE SYNTHETIC LIGHTWEGHT bamf SOLID ULTRALIGHT barby wants this PIIIIIIINK.
the surgeon setting my wrist in a and e was so kind because it was soooo obvious my wrist was the wrong shape urrgh xray and 2 broken bones visible like fukkk. he was a typical nhs specialist, not originally english, so well mannered and attentive,,,
when the time comes to pull and push the bones to match up the pain was #insert descriptor# big, the two doctors pulling and holding and grinding the bones together to vahguely fit, i t was only a tiny step to chaange the voice into radeks, and displacing my pain by imagining i was a console on atlantis thst radek was engineering to fit back together...the left push, keep pressure on, more, words were a focus and a distraction and i imagined the lovely david nykl pic i have just there as my icon as my surgeon....,
shame ful really to imagine hands doing something brutally painful like that, but it was my pain management technique and i shall stay with it. but nudge you and just you to know who i got to help me and yep it's freudian of course. i've gone off h/c as a fun hobby. too close to home but just might put shorter men back on the dating list mrrrrrr.
the surgeon setting my wrist in a and e was so kind because it was soooo obvious my wrist was the wrong shape urrgh xray and 2 broken bones visible like fukkk. he was a typical nhs specialist, not originally english, so well mannered and attentive,,,
when the time comes to pull and push the bones to match up the pain was #insert descriptor# big, the two doctors pulling and holding and grinding the bones together to vahguely fit, i t was only a tiny step to chaange the voice into radeks, and displacing my pain by imagining i was a console on atlantis thst radek was engineering to fit back together...the left push, keep pressure on, more, words were a focus and a distraction and i imagined the lovely david nykl pic i have just there as my icon as my surgeon....,
shame ful really to imagine hands doing something brutally painful like that, but it was my pain management technique and i shall stay with it. but nudge you and just you to know who i got to help me and yep it's freudian of course. i've gone off h/c as a fun hobby. too close to home but just might put shorter men back on the dating list mrrrrrr.
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write a radek fic , the world needs more radek fic plz
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http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/297579.html
http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/304068.html
These are primarily McShep, but L/Z is listed in the pairings:
http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/306223.html
http://community.livejournal.com/sga_santa/308168.html
Hopefully these will tide you over....
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So sorry I've not been in touch, meaningless excuses are meaningless (dead phone, new meds, blah&etc) but thinking of you and will rearrange Cardiff when everyone's feeling better yeah?
Xmas-type stuff may be stupidly late but will arrive at some point, promise.
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ain, yikesp they put a fracture clinic on in xmas week just for me... and all the other ladies wrist club members
rearrange/rebook, hell yes, er, please may we...
posting stuff, mmm. maybe, post lady is cute.