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tintop_lizzy) wrote2010-12-17 01:05 am
tintop_lizzy) wrote2010-12-17 01:05 am
wrong dirty thoughts when in pain. thankyou radek.
my wrist cast is pink. PINK NEOPREME-TYPE SYNTHETIC LIGHTWEGHT bamf SOLID ULTRALIGHT barby wants this PIIIIIIINK.
the surgeon setting my wrist in a and e was so kind because it was soooo obvious my wrist was the wrong shape urrgh xray and 2 broken bones visible like fukkk. he was a typical nhs specialist, not originally english, so well mannered and attentive,,,
when the time comes to pull and push the bones to match up the pain was #insert descriptor# big, the two doctors pulling and holding and grinding the bones together to vahguely fit, i t was only a tiny step to chaange the voice into radeks, and displacing my pain by imagining i was a console on atlantis thst radek was engineering to fit back together...the left push, keep pressure on, more, words were a focus and a distraction and i imagined the lovely david nykl pic i have just there as my icon as my surgeon....,
shame ful really to imagine hands doing something brutally painful like that, but it was my pain management technique and i shall stay with it. but nudge you and just you to know who i got to help me and yep it's freudian of course. i've gone off h/c as a fun hobby. too close to home but just might put shorter men back on the dating list mrrrrrr.
the surgeon setting my wrist in a and e was so kind because it was soooo obvious my wrist was the wrong shape urrgh xray and 2 broken bones visible like fukkk. he was a typical nhs specialist, not originally english, so well mannered and attentive,,,
when the time comes to pull and push the bones to match up the pain was #insert descriptor# big, the two doctors pulling and holding and grinding the bones together to vahguely fit, i t was only a tiny step to chaange the voice into radeks, and displacing my pain by imagining i was a console on atlantis thst radek was engineering to fit back together...the left push, keep pressure on, more, words were a focus and a distraction and i imagined the lovely david nykl pic i have just there as my icon as my surgeon....,
shame ful really to imagine hands doing something brutally painful like that, but it was my pain management technique and i shall stay with it. but nudge you and just you to know who i got to help me and yep it's freudian of course. i've gone off h/c as a fun hobby. too close to home but just might put shorter men back on the dating list mrrrrrr.